I've had a fantastic weekend. I spent time with great friends, watched my boys play basketball, had a date night with my husband and spent time at the lake with my parents, aunt, and grandmother. This morning I woke up feeling emotional, but in a good way. Sipping coffee, listening to
The Avett Brothers, reading through blogs that inspire me, and suddenly I began to feel overwhelmed by beauty in this world. My heart felt swollen and I felt like a very small, but important, cog in this enormous and beautiful machine. I realized that I have felt this before and, as one who often tries to ignore my emotions, I always just thought I felt out of sorts and tried to avoid it. I've been working on that the past couple of years - allowing myself to feel what I feel and just ride it out, no matter how uncomfortable it may be for me. Today it dawned on me, this feeling isn't bad - it's pretty wonderful. To be completely overwhelmed with beauty and what I have in this world, this one life, to the point that it overwhelms my whole self and makes me more appreciative.
Does this mean that my life is perfect and I live in a dream world? Heck no! It just means that finding beauty is part of our journey and is possible to do, in most situations. I hope you can find beauty and embrace it too.
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Quote by Frank Lloyd Wright |
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